From Cindy
I was recently led to think about life in a clearer way. I am beginning to see that it is not about what God means to me nor what God can do for me. It’s really about Love’s unfolding. My life isn’t about plugging God in when I need Her or when I am trying to be good. It is about living God’s story, letting God lead in every minute decision, turning moment by moment to God and really listening, and being willing to do what I hear.
Each morning as I study the Bible Lesson, I wait for the “morning moment” of inspiration and guidance. And, key to that listening, is being willing to use the morning moment throughout the day, especially when the minutiae of daily interactions, the push and pull of human reactions, and sometimes a feeling of apathy, try to sideline my demonstration. Willingness and persistence have really kept me in God’s story and out of the drama of mortal mind.
This week I had an example of living God’s story and seeing the protection it includes. I was riding my young horse down a paved road, which we have done many times. This time, however, a bear came out of the pond behind us and my horse took off at a gallop. Nothing would dissuade him from the fear that gripped him. We were careening across slippery leaves, cement driveways, and the road, heading toward a busy 60 mph road. This normally thoughtful horse was “out of his mind.”
As this was happening, I felt no fear. I was confident that God’s story is always good for all. Humanly, I could have executed a one-rein stop which causes the horse to turn and stop, but we had a fence on one side and pavement on the other. That kind of turn would not be safe. Instead, I turned to God, stayed there and just worked the reins back and forth. Before we got to the busy road, we were well in hand.
To me, the experience was profound, because I was not thinking separately from God, I was one with God’s thoughts. There was calm, trust and love. I hadn’t tried to get God to help separate me in a dangerous position, but rather, I understood God, Love, as my and my horse’s life and mind. All is well always.